Save me from myself.

 

There’s a time and a place,
And it’s all gone to waste,
Loosing faith, loosing hope,
Hoping not to choke,

Flailing limbs, failing mind,
Racing thoughts, so unkind,
Break your promise, break your word,
As your pleas go unheard,

Action without thought,
That’s what the world has taught,
There’s no power, just defeat,
Blackened silence comes to greet,

Heart so full, it may just burst,
Ever vulnerable to your worst,
Ever searching for a home,
Ever fighting this alone,

Always loyal, always fearless,
Yet somehow drowning in abjectness,
The more you try, the more you fail,
Can’t find a way to prevail,

There’s a time and there’s a place,
And it’s all gone to waste,
Loosing faith, loosing hope,
Each time you fall and choke,

Eat your words, deep regret,
Can’t make your mind forget,
Unless you drink until its black,
So you won’t feel this heart attack,

Sinking deeper, falling down,
Will anybody stick around?
Into this darkness, I foolishly delve,
Won’t someone save me from myself?